A warrior mind

Maturity is not measured by age, its an attitude built by experience.

What on space am I here for? First thing that came forth in my mind, when I realize what the world is. Having a young immature thoughts before, waking up and playing everyday, is what I perceived about living in this earth. Not so mindful about those things that is occurring around me, just craving for some fun and relying on some happiness every moment, just easy for crying when you are in trouble and worrying was not inclined in my sanity. After that, new adventure about school needed to be encountered. Well! It’s still kinda fun, just learning and doing some academic aspect was added, but in fact, more knowledge will be claimed. But still numerous questions are appearing in my mind, like, why on earth I supposed to do the ABC and memorize it, solve some problem that can annoyed your moment, and needed to answer some questions in which can distress your mind. It became a routine actually! until the acclivity of my comprehension ripen. And as the time goes by, I started to discern the reality of living in this void. Seeing the rigid difficulties of my parents added in my worries. And as I grow up, more questions are arriving in my  mind, and the more my perception changes as I realized how cruel the world was. But tending the thoughts on making my sight flip on the other side, I am telling myself that it can only be for now, it might be changed in the future. Maybe in the future, I shall not worry anymore or having some problem not to be encountered. But I was wrong! The more I get matured, the more I know about the reality. There I experienced having some tears that cannot be revealed, screamed that cannot be shouted and feelings that can torn you apart in which you can feel like dying. Even your questions was changed, like, why am I living this kind of life?, should I live like this?, and why am I like this?. Now, living a tough time in this college life is a bit difficult to endure, how much more in the future. But, all this thought began to flip when I realized that there is a Supreme being who is looking at me on high. Why lose hope? Why worry too much, when someone is there to help you, care for you and providing you. I now realized that all those things that happened in my life, was only to make me brave, matured, and undestand the world. This life is survival, others might overcome but others might give up, some was lived but not all persist hope. I am here, because I tend to have a purpose and I will know what is it, that’s the reason why I continued this race.  So remember that you are created to have a purpose, it is for you to know it, so cheer up little warrior! We can do this.